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Been 5 freaking days we didn't meet up &alas, we met on Saturday! As the matter of fact, it's my fault because I kept on cancelling our meet ups on weekdays. From Wednesday till Friday, okay! Ahaar. So, yea yeah. But somehow, partially its due to my redflags. Cramps all day long. &by the way, the weather was sooo gloomy &super cold, right! Alright, power power. I had two alibis already. Ajehh, not my fault lah. Blame the weather &my redflag, huhuhuuuu. You know kan you have a lazybum fiancee, especially during those weeks. All I did was, TV-ing, MSN-ing with my lovable nanachica darla, FB-ing &Plurk-ing. So unproductive! I think I seriously have a big chance in receiving an award for Miss Piggy of the month. Right after work, Ajehh fetched me all the way to the east area. Ehemm, being a gentleman lah, heee. We stopped by Tampines for a short while before heading off to Town. We heard that Town area has been decorated beautifully with Christmas trees, lights &ba-balls! Because of the ah-pek thingey, I mean, APEC, they presented with all those colourful decorations as well. Like, giving them a very warm welcome like that. Before we started strolling along Orchard Road, we filled up our growling stomachs with the all time favourite place, Fisherios. We ordered the usuals - Cheesy Fish &Chips with Portobello mushrooms, Soup of the Day &Pepsi. Why Pepsi? No choice, since they don't serve my Coca Cola. Ahaiiii. I was the one who petpot petpot alot on how famished I was at that point of time, &in the end, I couldn't finish up my food. I had no other options left, but to throw them away in the rubbish chute. I have a portable rubbish chute with me wherever I go. Gerek, right? Let me introduce you my rubbish chute.... AJEHH. Who else? Ahaar. Yea yeahhh. See, even the white pepper powder also he bedal.    Nowadays, I craved on alot of things, but I can't finish them up, felt like puking back all the food. Pushed all the food to Ajehh &let him to his job, heheheeee. Kalah orang ngandung, chet!! After which, I craved for yoghurt. Yeah, we bought a medium sized flavoured yoghurt from The Yoghurt Place before we proceeded outdoor. The decorations are so colourful. I love all the sexy raindeers. Serious, serious. When I say sexy means, really sexy, okay! I took pictures with them sexy raindeers since I was instructed by Ajehh. The other thing is, the ba-balls dangling on the trees! Of all things eyy? HAHA. Something that made me really *woaahhhh!!* was the christmas tree right in front of Ion Orchard. Alot of colourful ba-balls hanging on the christmas tree also, you know. We walked all the way from Takashimaya to Wisma Atria to Ion Orchard to Tangs to Lucky Plaza &the Paragon respectively. Like, U-turn like that, right? Heh. We just love to snap pictures of our reflections from the Ion Orchard's christmas ba-balls! Unfortunately, there's no ba-balls on Paragon's christmas tree, only big bright butterflies.                         Quite tiring you know, walking a one big U-turn like that. Since we were at Paragon, I just remembered about a dessert of which my dearest creamycrimson darla recommended me with regards of Big O's Spike D, via Plurk days back. So, we both searched high &low, well, not high but low lah since its located in the basement area. Ahaar! Alas we found it, yippidee yayyy! While browsing through all of the desserts, I was like, *woahhh power powerrr!* at every single desserts they displayed. Tsktskk! But, we still stick to the recommendation by dearest darla &tapau-ed one only. Yea yeah, we decided to share this rounded shaped dessert. We found a spot, a bench just opposite The Soup Spoon. I quickly sat at the empty bench before anyone sets their butt there, hee. I was kind of excited to try out the dessert, okay! The presentation of Spike D was just plain chocolatey &rounded. Hey, don't judge the dessert by its exterior. We have to explore the inner side of it! &indeed, it was so durian-ish. I predict its a D-24, definitely! A great combinaton, serious serious. Super thanks to you, gf Lee Liyana for the great recommendation, muaaahhhhs! While we were enjoying the yummaylicious dessert, Ajehh became...Siow. He started to get on hold with my very boring yet old digital camera &camwhored on his own. Camwhoring using our DSLR is a tedious job since its heavy despite its size, unless we if bring along the tripod stand with us. He kept on snapping his pictures while I fed him. He's reacting like a 10 year old boy like that, chet! I LOL-ed while watching him &his kiddo attitude, very the irritating tau! Ahaar. Since we both are sehati sejiwa, I joined him in the end with so many crowds around us. Beware of his shiok sendirik plus annoying faces below, darlings!                 See lah, he took a picture of me pun senget. Thank you so much eyy, Mr Fiance! After which, Ajehh wanted to drop by Starbucks to quench our thirst since its just right in front, smacking his eyes, &so, I suggested him our favourite cold Zen Tea with Vanilla! Yea yeah, we usually had that whenever we chill there; its a very refreshing drink, serious serious. I started to learn about this drink last year or probably 2 years ago with my babysis ladeetricsta back then, when we were still schooling &having so much free time together. I hope I can really meet her soon, been half a year already. =( Lucky us, we managed to grab a seat each for our butts. While I kept the seats safely, Ajehh queued up &ordered the drink. Unfortunately lah kan, he was so clever. He knew that the barista gave him the wrong drink but he kept quiet &just walked towards me. I was wondering, how come he was holding a mug?! A mug means a hot drink. He explained to me from A to Z &I went, Aiyaaaaah! How come!? Nevermind, suan lah suan lah. Hot Zen Tea pun Hot Zen Tea lah. We chilled there before we called it a night.     We had a splendid Saturday together, entertaining each other's antiques, fooling around in the big crowds, enjoying the beautiful decorations of Orchard Road, indulging ourselves with heavenlicious food &orgasmic desserts, &feeling-feeling lah that christmas spirit. As for this weekend, Ajehh will be very busy with Sitex thingey. So, that means, we're not gonna spend our weekends together, sobs sobss! Its okay, I'm looking forward for next Monday &lets hit the cinema!  A retarded guy with a good red heart. HAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAAAA.
&dearest Ajehh.
I'm truly sorry if I was a little cranky a week ago due to the redflag moments, but I managed to subside those anger &disappointments &whatnot easily. I am a very very very hot tempered person, but as I age, I observe this life alot with whatever that's happening around me, I've realised. Life is precious to even waste your time by getting yourself trapped in anger &disappointments. I'm loving life more &more. There's still lots of things I need to learn, along the way. &I want to learn it the hardest way, because that's the only way for us to really realise it. I guess, without Ajehh, I don't think I will put aside my-all-day-all-night ego away from myself. His patience, his sincerity &his love, really opens up my eyes &heart big-big, okay. No relationship is perfect, no doubt there's obstacles coming from every angle of our lives, but its the way on how we overcome them by collaborating that heart &mind together, always think with a clear mind.
Whats past is past, things happens for a reason. Without the past, there won't be a present. &tomorrow is a mystery. Gossips aren't true, unless you hear those stories with your very own pair of ears from his/her very own mouth. Gossips/Bitchings are usually exaggerated by other people for pure excitements. Dah terkena dengan kawan rapat sendiri kan. So, yea yeahh. Part of my fault also lah for just trusting &listening to one side of the story only. When it comes to all these, please count me out. Seriously, I don't wanna know. Call me boring or whatsoever, because I've realised &there's this saying.... 3 things : His side of the story, Her side of the story &the Truth.
Truth is always ugly but its up to you to take it or leave it, your call. Its best to know the truth rather than keeping ourselves from the dark. &that's how we accept our past.
Thanks for your sincerity. Thanks for your love. Thanks for your patience. Thanks for everything. I love you, you mushy-mushy-boy-who-loves-to-be-pampered-worse-than-me Ajehh. ♥♥♥  [ more pictures click HERE ] "Over the years, I have developed a picture of what a human being living humanely is like. She is a person who understands, values &develops her body, finding it beautiful &useful, a person who is real &is willingly to take risks, to be creative, to manifest conpetence, to change when the situation calls for it, &to find ways to accommodate to what is new &different, keeping that part of the old that is still useful &discarding what is not." |